questions on life

My best friend is an exercise addict. I am a chesed addict. She spends her time on the treadmill, I spend mine doing volunteer work. Her day is not complete without running 5 miles. Mine is not fulfilled if I didn’t help someone. Her conversations revolve around her diet and fitness regiment. Mine don’t. Her schedule is made according to when she needs to hit the gym. Mine is made around the appointments of cancer patients. She has a beautiful family with 4 wonderful children. I live alone in solitude.